On the frontpage of my fatblog, I counted 5 different posts where I announced things like ‘fresh new start’ and ‘brand new attempt’ (at losing weight). That’s FIVE posts on the front page. Considering my blog only shows 6 posts on the front page, that’s pretty F’ing sad.
But I’m still doing it again. I feel more ready this time than before, tho. And I’m not just saying that. I think I will stick with it this time because…..
- I’m not going to make it about weight alone.
- I am weary of being such a tired, grumpy couch potato at home.
- It’s almost the end of the year, and I want to make a change before 2009.
I won’t elaborate on the last two in the list , but about #1… I will elaborate.
Ever heard of body squalor? That’s the body equivalent of what happens to your house when you neglect it. And that’s what I have going on, in my opinion. I feel it’s all connected with my frame of mind, depressive tendencies, the I don’t care attitude about my life, etc. That all has manifested itself in weight gain and in other ways as well including…
- disintegrating wardrobe
- dwindling energy
- non-existent social life
- mood swings, short temper
- fungus overgrowth on my skin
So I will stop there and say that I’m going to be focusing a little at a time on all of these things. And to satisfy my blogging needs, I’ll be logging everything on my fatblog. I’m hoping that will help keep me motivated too.
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